I seriously need more friends. Ugh. Y am I so awful?
I’m so rational, I’m irrational.
I need advice and help. I NEED a romantic gesture or Idk… how do i tell someone they’re special to you and you’re a shithead, trying to deal with being crazy, but you care for, and like them a lot, and you just want to say sorry for all the shitty stuff and make them feel like the best person in the world. Ugh. Idk. Someone gimme advice and help meeeee.
I just want to die..
I’m really sad all the time, and idk why anymore… i feel like I’m losing this amazing person i care about, cause I’m stupid… idk i wish things were better…
No one should ever care for me. If you have feelings for me, lose them. Im a terrible person, and i fuck everything up. I always push people away. WHAT THE FUCK IS WRONG WITH ME? Im losing my mind. Idk how to fix myself.