i can’t believe you OR myself. i cannot believe i would risk my relationship with someone I am head over heels in love with all for YOUR friendship. Honestly? you cause a lot more trouble than you do good, i should’ve never thought you were actually my friend. its just so hard.
you were one of the few people there for me threw the hardest shit, and it hurts i can’t be friends with you but it hurts even more to know what you said. cause i don’t want you like that. i love you as a friend. you were the person i could tell anything to and just feel free. i could tell you any secret and not be judged, but now???? whatever.
Shaggy is what matters most, fuck everything and everyone else.
even if we are not together right now, i will do WHATEVER IT TAKES to hopefully win him back, and if not? then….idk… but he is all that matters.
SO ALL GUYS FUCK OFF.
i really don’t care, time to stop being stupid, i thought i could have guy friends, but you all suck and are not worth it. blah.